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Alcoholic, binge drinker... or was it Antwerp?
CHARACTER SUMMARY:
Cat: 23, is Char in the Green Busker. The traumatic events of 1995 swung her into the arms of a frienemy boyfriend. But they had split a month or two earlier.
Catya: 25, considered herself too abrupt... and was... but in a charming way. She was a crucial catalyst for me.
Ruth (Antwerp): 22, was the perfect girlfriend I could have and our tryst in 1995 was akin to fantasy. But she was also Cat's best friend at the time.
Jim Druid and Steady Eddie: see Buskers Good and True
Meeka: 18, a fiery soul who tended to behave strangely meek in my company. She was dating my Antwerp host Kristofff. But what did she want from me?
The Swiss connection: another story.
This recording was done via a Tascam portable cassette player (mono), with background music coming from a stereo cassette playing live while I spoke. The audio should last around 45 minutes.
In the mood to relax and float into another life for awhile?
Sit down, or lay down, for 45 minutes and drift into the world of a busker as he peruses his arrival at the beginning of a bond that had restored his will to live after the destruction of his life four years earlier ( see The Green Busker)
A richly, interwoven emotional experience had ensued, but the Cat bond had remained... largely unspoken because of her jealous boyfriend, but vibrant through telepathy. Now the " 37th number in her little black book" was needed, because she was going down in a way that concerned not only the 37th number, but also those who quietly monitored her with concern. To encourage her into another world, it was necessary to study her present world. This segment of the journal occurs after my overall assessment of Cat's problem: her problem was Antwerp. She needed a different environment from the 24 hour bar culture of Antwerp. She walked the fine line between alcoholism and binge drinking and her mind was becoming increasingly muddled.
There was one person left upon whom she could call on to make the inner difference she needed - and that was number 37.
